Kim Porter’s diaries accuse Diddy of abuse and death threats

A new “tell-all” book makes serious allegations against Sean “Diddy” Combs. The work, titled “Kim’s Lost Words,” is said to contain the diaries of Kim Porter, the late mother of three of his children.

“Kim’s Lost Words” reveals Diddy’s violence and excesses

Kim Porter died of pneumonia in 2018. According to publisher Chris Todd, the 60-page book is based on a USB stick that Porter gave to close friends before her death. It describes the life of the music mogul, including alleged orgiastic parties, violence and affairs with well-known personalities.

In addition to allegations of threesome sex and partner swapping at Combs’s property, in which Porter is said to have participated, incidents of domestic violence are also reported. In the memoir, the American model is said to have revealed that Diddy abused her on several occasions. She tells how she put on make-up to cover up the injuries, but was unable to hide her swollen lips.

One particularly shocking allegation concerns alleged sex videos that Diddy made of himself with young male pop stars. Porter is said to have discovered these recordings and made copies of them to protect himself. One of these recordings is said to show a then 18-year-old pop star who later rose to world fame.

Diddy continues to deny everything

The memoir was released on September 6, 2024, shortly before the 54-year-old rapper was charged with racketeering and sex trafficking by federal prosecutors in New York. The indictment accuses Combs of abusing, threatening and coercing women and men to fulfill his sexual desires.

Another detail is the accusation of death threats. Porter is said to have reported in one of her last diary entries that Diddy threatened her with a gun and claimed he couldn’t live without her. These dramatic revelations culminate in a desperate message from Porter shortly before her death, in which she allegedly wrote to her friends: “He got me.”

The authenticity of these reports is disputed, however, and publisher Chris Todd has admitted that he initially wanted to remain anonymous because he feared for his safety. Only after Combs’ arrest did he feel safe enough to go public.

Diddy, who has faced numerous allegations of sexual assault in the past, denies the charges. Nevertheless, he is currently in the Metropolitan Detention Center in New York after pleading not guilty on Tuesday.